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Volume 1 - Part 1: LOTT - Backbiting Before Backstabbing

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VOLUME 1 - PART 1: THE RITUAL OF THE TONGUE BACKBITING ISN’T “JUST TALK.” IT IS A SPIRITUAL RITUAL OF HUMILIATION USED TO DESTROY SOMEONE'S REPUTATION, ENERGY FIELD, CONFIDENCE, AND SPIRITUAL PROTECTION IN FRONT OF WITNESSES. IT IS OFTEN DONE BEHIND THE VICTIM’S BACK, BUT ALWAYS WITHIN ENERGETIC EARSHOT. THIS ISN’T ABOUT “VENTING.” IT’S A CALCULATED FORM OF: GROUP SOUL DISASSOCIATION PSYCHOLOGICAL SLANDER ENERGETIC SABOTAGE THE GOAL? TO ERASE THE TARGET'S SACRED IDENTITY THROUGH TONGUE-BASED RITUALS OF DISTORTION. THE SPIRITUAL ROOT:  EVERY MAJOR SPIRITUAL TEXT WARNS AGAINST THE TONGUE: BIBLE (JAMES 3:6): "THE TONGUE IS A FIRE, A WORLD OF INIQUITY." QUR’AN (49:12): “WOULD ANY OF YOU LIKE TO EAT THE FLESH OF HIS DEAD BROTHER?” TORAH (LEVITICUS 19:16): “DO NOT GO ABOUT SPREADING SLANDER AMONG YOUR PEOPLE.” WHY? BECAUSE WORDS SHAPE ENERGY, AND ENERGY SHAPES REALITY. WHEN MULTIPLE PEOPLE BACKBITE THE SAME TARGET, THEIR COLLECTIVE ENERGY BUILDS A CURSE—A FALSE CONSTRUCT ...

The Eidetic Absence of Zeitriss (A Reflective Storyline)

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The Eidetic Absence of Zeitriss (“A reflection on the time fracture between who we were and what we’ve become.”) by Kandayia Ali I am from a time where you had to be in the house before the street lights came on - because that is where the "shadows of darkness dwelled for a spell."  A time when darkness and spiritual dark acts were a more popular discussion out in the open winds of daylight. An era where you were told which potluck to NOT EAT, which drinks to avoid, facts that didn't involve feelings, and which people to not discuss your personal business with.  You weren't allowed to blaspheme, or that was your ass... When Elders told you that they 'saw death' walking with a person, you stayed away—no questions asked. They saw past the veil and covered you with one to protect you. When prayer warriors REALLY walked the floor in tears and verbal cries that shook the gates of hell loose to free trapped souls from purgatory. Not to keep others trapped in an end...

Vol 7 - UNDetected: No Face No Case

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UNDetected: No Face No Case – Vol. 7 Behavioral Patterning – Hidden in the Mind, Body, and Soul Hypervigilant behavior traits; how it affects the functionality of magdylla, body language, and gestures of both the abused and the abuser.  Let's start touching a powerful, deeply embodied subject:  Hypervigilance—not just as a symptom, but as a lived state of being that alters how someone breathes, speaks, moves, reacts, embraces faith (religion or spirituality), and even channels energy (like through the Magdylla, or energetic/spiritual core). When someone is hypervigilant, their nervous system is in a constant state of fight, flight, freeze, or fawn. This deeply affects:  Behavioral traits  The Magdylla (soul/energetic axis) Body language + gestures HYPERVIGILANT BEHAVIOR TRAITS Shared Nervous System Signs:  Heightened startle response  Constant scanning of the environment (visually + intuitively)  Difficulty relaxing or “letting go”  Trouble sleepi...

Vol 6 - UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE Article Series

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UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE Vol. 6 – The REAL Pain? Is In The Silence… By Kandayia Ali - IAMOmni This is sacred ground—because most people never speak aloud about the silent, invisible weight both the abuser and the abused carry. Not the loud explosions. But the tight, aching tension—the kind that doesn’t scream, but suffocates.  Let’s name some of them: the mental and emotional strains that operate like ghosts in the mind, for both roles—without judgment, but with truth. FOR THE ABUSED “I didn’t mean to bother them. I should’ve just kept it in.” 1. Fear of Being a Nuisance – constant inner questions (“Did I say too much?”) leading to apologizing for existing.  2. Emotional Compression – guilt for feeling, repressing both sadness and joy.  3. Chronic Hypervigilance – tracking others’ moods, overthinking, scanning for threats.  4. Mental Exhaustion – CPTSD flashbacks, rehearsing worst-case scenarios, self-gaslighting.  5. Loneliness While Surrounded – unseen...

Power Come From Within...

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 The biggest battles are from within-   conquer them-   conquer the world... Kandayia Ali - IAMOmni: CPTSD Research and Spiritual Development Copyright 2025. Any use of materials from this site for research or course related use requires written permission from the site owner.

VOL 5 - UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE Article Series

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  UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE  Vol. 5 - Deep Dive: Abused vs Abuser(s) By Kandayia Ali  The mindset and daily routines of the abuser vs. the abused. This is sacred and brutal territory—the mindset and routines of the abuser vs. the abused are not just psychological. They are ritualistic behaviors shaped by energy, control, survival, and trauma, repeated daily until they become unconscious identity. Let’s illuminate some of them: Not to demonize one and sanctify the other— But to see clearly where healing is still possible… and where spiritual war is still being waged. ABUSER vs ABUSED. Both sides-  What they fear Most-  Exposure, losing control, becoming like those who hurt them.  Abandonment, conflict, being seen as dramatic or broken. Once rooted in life's circumstances … Deeming the growth into one or the other is usually the outcome.   The Abuser’s Psyche: Often a child who was punished for being weak, so they became the punisher. Confuses con...

Vol 4 - UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE Article Series

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UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE Vol. 4 – " The Dark Clouds At Home (And Abroad)" By Kandayia Ali  By now, you're probably wondering—how do these habits manifest through unspoken darkness in the household and society for both the abused and the abuser?  This is one of the most piercing truths of trauma: darkness doesn’t always scream—it settles silently into habits, dynamics, and energy. It becomes an atmosphere. It becomes culture. It becomes the unspoken religion of dysfunction. The Abused: How Darkness Lives in You 1. Silence as Survival-  speaking up equals danger, so emotions are absorbed but never released.  2. Self-Shrinking-  apologizing when not wrong, lowering dreams, developing CPTSD symptoms.  3. Internalized Abuser-  repeating cruelty inward: self-sabotage, shame, humiliations replayed.  4. Frozen Joy-  difficulty trusting peace or love, sabotaging opportunities as “safety.” The Abuser: How Darkness Uses Them 1. Generational Possessio...

Vol 3 - UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE Article Series

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UNDetected: NO FACE NO CASE Vol. 3 – Family as the 'Alter'  by Kandayia Ali  When the deepest betrayals come from those closest to you—family, lovers, friends, mentors—it’s not just trauma. It's a ritual-level soul fracture. And it’s how many victims of complex spiritual interference are broken down from the inside out. This volume explores how loved ones can become unwilling participants in spiritual sabotage, how family systems can function as altars of energetic sacrifice, and how to recognize, revoke, and rise above hidden contracts woven through intimacy and bloodlines. 1. Family as the Altar These people have energetic keys to your inner gates (emotional, genetic, karmic). Their words and actions pierce deeper than strangers, creating double-binding confusion: “This can’t be abuse—they say they love me.”  Examples include public shaming by a parent, rejection by siblings echoing karmicrivalries, or cycles of love-bomb and discard.  Systematically, this becomes ...

Welcome... Start Here

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  Welcome to IAMOmni. .. “Art, sound, and healing woven as gateways — reminding the soul of its own voice.” This space is a living movement of survival, creativity, discipline, and spiritual freedom. Every sound, word, artpiece, and reflection here is rooted in both lived experience and deeper study, offered as medicine for those reclaiming their voice and sovereignty. Roots & Lineage — Teachings drawn from both the fires of survival and the foundations of spiritual study, merging trauma awareness with divine remembrance. What to Expect — Writings, artworks, soundscapes, and practices designed to awaken memory, inspire discipline, and help recalibrate the soul. What's in my heart- shared with you... Who This Is For — Seekers who know they are more than what was forced upon them. Survivors, healers, and truth-bearers ready to break cycles and step into their sovereign voice. “Step through these words and sounds as gateways — art, music, and healing woven to remind your soul of...

Ancestor Timelines – 808 Healing Soundscape Therapy Session (Bloodline Clearing)

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  “Ancestor Timelines – 808 Healing Soundscape Therapy Session”   by Kandayia Ali A powerful ancestral release and vibrational timeline-clearing experience. This piece blends deep 808 bass therapy with spoken word healing, guiding the listener through generational trauma, bloodline liberation, and soul remembrance. Through intentional sound, the song honors pain without holding it—breaking unspoken contracts of silence, shame, and inherited sorrow. This is not about carrying the burden of the past. It’s about becoming the turning point. You are the healing they never imagined. 🎧 Why I Use 808 Bass for Healing: 808 sub-bass resonates with the Root and Sacral chakras—supporting grounding, emotional release, and energetic sovereignty. Used intentionally, it becomes a tool for clearing embedded pain stored in the body and ancestral memory. ⚠️ Listener Disclaimer: 808 bass can overstimulate lower chakras if overused. Recommended Use: 1-hour sessions Up to 3 hours daily max Best du...